I'm afraid my ear buzzing may come back...
Monday, September 26, 2005
Thursday, September 22, 2005
Busy week!
** It was a quick drawing, but when I look at this image again on my blog, it really looks like me...haha! =D
I'm happy to see my work is on schedule, 5 more days to go.
Go! Go!
Monday, September 19, 2005
My Sunday afternoon
Last Sunday I spent an afternoon at the boardwalk of Woodbine beach. I go there once a while but yesterday was my 1st visit of this summer. Sometime I go to this lakeshore area for a walk, or for booking reading and day dreaming, or for the jazz music festival. It is also my private place to think, to write, to draw and to cry...
This time I went there because of a friend visited in Toronto, I like to share with her how beauty of seeing the blue sky and the endless lake go together. And I found a surprise on the beach, there are more than 20 stone stacking sculptures done by the weight balance only. How amazing stones can be standing on the top of one another with the pointy surface, they survive even in the wind. My eyes couldn't move as a little girl seeing her favorite ice cream, it made my day so worth to be there.
There is so much to explore in the city, it just easily found with our eyes. I really appreciate the unknown artist(s) who did such wonderful art works, with the basic materials from the nature, plus little creativity. Go and take a look when you are there, it nears to the east end of the boardwalk. =)
This time I went there because of a friend visited in Toronto, I like to share with her how beauty of seeing the blue sky and the endless lake go together. And I found a surprise on the beach, there are more than 20 stone stacking sculptures done by the weight balance only. How amazing stones can be standing on the top of one another with the pointy surface, they survive even in the wind. My eyes couldn't move as a little girl seeing her favorite ice cream, it made my day so worth to be there.
There is so much to explore in the city, it just easily found with our eyes. I really appreciate the unknown artist(s) who did such wonderful art works, with the basic materials from the nature, plus little creativity. Go and take a look when you are there, it nears to the east end of the boardwalk. =)
Thursday, September 15, 2005
Today, sunny, high near 25C, prefect day to fly...
If I can fly...no need a car,
no gas bill,
no car maintainace.
If I can fly...
no extra exercise,
no slim program,
no more fat.
If I can fly...
go here and there,
east and west,
Neimenggu or Argentina.
If I can fly...
float in the blue,
catch the clouds,
kiss the wind.
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
Say or not to say
say or not to say,
saying to you or saying to myself,
saying face to face or saying by email,
saying faithfully or saying unfaithfully,
saying entirely or saying partly,
saying makes easier?
or not saying makes easier?
say something or rather say nothing.
Monday, September 12, 2005
1st Sweating, 2nd Sweating, 3rd Sweating
Just can't believe I was dripping down with sweat after leading singspiration in the Sunday service. I wiped it off from my forehead to my face and sat at the front row quietly. It is hardly to be understood why I'm so fear, I wish I will be able to over come it from time to time but seems there is very little improvement in the past 3 years.
It reminds me once Dr. Choi had shared he still feels the inner fear every time when he speaks in public, although he has been doing this over 30 years. "Keep this fear for you to learn to take your serve seriously, keep this fear so that you know your trust in the Lord". This is the conclusion I heard from him.
I will remember my fear...
remember to keep a clean life to serve...
remember to learn to worship Him in daily life, both on the stage and behind the scene...
remember it is serious to serve the Lord...
remember my inadequacy so I know my faith...
Sunday, September 11, 2005
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
How wild does a wild camp? Canoe Trip Sept 3-5, 2005
Labour Day long weekend, which symbolizes the end of summer and the beginning of school year. Many people would make use of the last long weekend before leafs turn red, traveling, hiking, family gathering or BBQ, just going outside to enjoy the sun and nature. Me? I spent my days at the Algonquin Park, having a pretty raw canoe wild camp.
It was very raw and simple, to someone like me who brought up in the city and live with computer. We cooked with the limited amount of gas, we ate dry foods and fruits, no flush toilet so we just picked a corner where has the best view for the BIG job, no shower so we jumped into the lake. No more hair style, make up, jewelry, trendy clothing or designer handbag...
I do enjoy the simplicity although only few days in a year, this trip always reminds me simple is the best. I found so many interesting experience from the nature, my eyes wide opened to seeing trees, animals and million stars, ears were available to enjoy the quietness and animal's voices. It was only because of the little space from being away my work, TV, computer or music, my mind had room for the nature.
This year we purposely chose an advanced route to test our limit, the most challenging portage with our canoes and backpacks was 3km long. I am the smallest size among our group so I was taking the lightest things but honestly it was still tough to me because of my body scale.
We had my friend James Campbell ("camp"bell?) with us this year who is a 100% Canadian (at least in my eyes =) , he grew up in the country side, his knowledge about nature is his common sense. And I'm trying hard to catch up what I was missing in this country, kept asking him questions just like a kid. I'm really appreciated and impressed by his outdoor knowledge, he made my trip so special this year.
Ask what and why, then I found there is so much to learn. They are not from books or internet, or far from the other side of the world. They just exist in everyday's live, happen right next to me. Share with you what I learned and what I found in last 3 days.
Water Lily: we usually found it at the nursery store, it has 2 kinds of flowers, white and yellow. I like the white one better.
Deer: You see how the bottom of trees have nice consistant trim? It is not done by man, it was done by deers. In the winter when water froze, deers can be able to walk on the ice and eat the trees as their winter foods. This is how they trim trees on the same level.
Beaver Damp: Beavers gather branches to stable the water level of the river so that water doesn't flood their home. But it gives us some extra work to get over it.
More...Beaver lodge: it is beaver's home, branches were being stacked up as a dome shape, entrance is underneath the water. Beaver pond: the little water area around the beaver lodge.
Moose: It is the largest member of the deer family. The one we met is female because she has no antler.
Moose footprint!
Frog: We found them day and night, now I know...
Frogs don't eat fishes, their major food is bugs, but fishes eat frogs, so fish and frog can't become buddies. Beaver is a vegetarian, they only eat grass and green trees, so beaver can be freinds of frog and fish.
ha...I like to find out their relationship!
Owl and Star: One night we were laying down on a big rock after dinner, million stars twinkled above us. We sew shooting stars as we heard some animal sound from far of the island. James was able to create the similar owl sound by his hands, he did communicate with the owl for about 2 hours long, amazing! I was told that it is the sound of Great horn owl, another name to call them is "Tigers in the Sky", they are about 3-4 feet tall...wow...hugh!!!
Swim in the lake with life jacket, it was our shower time after a long hard work in portage. We found a big rock sitting right in the middle of the lake, so we had nice water jump..yaya =)
Together, We Made It!
Finally it is over, my muscle is still feeling sore after 2 days, but it is a memorable trip that I'll never forget. Thanks all my friends who shared such wonderful moment with me.
It was very raw and simple, to someone like me who brought up in the city and live with computer. We cooked with the limited amount of gas, we ate dry foods and fruits, no flush toilet so we just picked a corner where has the best view for the BIG job, no shower so we jumped into the lake. No more hair style, make up, jewelry, trendy clothing or designer handbag...
I do enjoy the simplicity although only few days in a year, this trip always reminds me simple is the best. I found so many interesting experience from the nature, my eyes wide opened to seeing trees, animals and million stars, ears were available to enjoy the quietness and animal's voices. It was only because of the little space from being away my work, TV, computer or music, my mind had room for the nature.
This year we purposely chose an advanced route to test our limit, the most challenging portage with our canoes and backpacks was 3km long. I am the smallest size among our group so I was taking the lightest things but honestly it was still tough to me because of my body scale.
We had my friend James Campbell ("camp"bell?) with us this year who is a 100% Canadian (at least in my eyes =) , he grew up in the country side, his knowledge about nature is his common sense. And I'm trying hard to catch up what I was missing in this country, kept asking him questions just like a kid. I'm really appreciated and impressed by his outdoor knowledge, he made my trip so special this year.
Ask what and why, then I found there is so much to learn. They are not from books or internet, or far from the other side of the world. They just exist in everyday's live, happen right next to me. Share with you what I learned and what I found in last 3 days.
Water Lily: we usually found it at the nursery store, it has 2 kinds of flowers, white and yellow. I like the white one better.
Deer: You see how the bottom of trees have nice consistant trim? It is not done by man, it was done by deers. In the winter when water froze, deers can be able to walk on the ice and eat the trees as their winter foods. This is how they trim trees on the same level.
Beaver Damp: Beavers gather branches to stable the water level of the river so that water doesn't flood their home. But it gives us some extra work to get over it.
More...Beaver lodge: it is beaver's home, branches were being stacked up as a dome shape, entrance is underneath the water. Beaver pond: the little water area around the beaver lodge.
Moose: It is the largest member of the deer family. The one we met is female because she has no antler.
Moose footprint!
Frog: We found them day and night, now I know...
Frogs don't eat fishes, their major food is bugs, but fishes eat frogs, so fish and frog can't become buddies. Beaver is a vegetarian, they only eat grass and green trees, so beaver can be freinds of frog and fish.
ha...I like to find out their relationship!
Owl and Star: One night we were laying down on a big rock after dinner, million stars twinkled above us. We sew shooting stars as we heard some animal sound from far of the island. James was able to create the similar owl sound by his hands, he did communicate with the owl for about 2 hours long, amazing! I was told that it is the sound of Great horn owl, another name to call them is "Tigers in the Sky", they are about 3-4 feet tall...wow...hugh!!!
Swim in the lake with life jacket, it was our shower time after a long hard work in portage. We found a big rock sitting right in the middle of the lake, so we had nice water jump..yaya =)
Together, We Made It!
Finally it is over, my muscle is still feeling sore after 2 days, but it is a memorable trip that I'll never forget. Thanks all my friends who shared such wonderful moment with me.
Thursday, September 01, 2005
What about yours?
A friend of mine send me this test, just fun to give it a try. Friends may think I'm a snoopy type but suprisingly... I'm...hehe...Charlie Brown =) Let me know what's yours.
Everyone has a personality of a cartoon character. Have you everasked yourself what cartoon character do you most resemble? A group of investigators got together and analyzed thepersonalities of well known and modern cartoon characters. The information that was gathered was made into this test: Answerall the questions with what describes you best, add up all your points (which are next to the answer that you choose) at the end and look foryour results. Do not cheat by looking at the end of the e-mail before you aredone.Then forward this to all your friends (including the person who sent it to you) and change the subject of this message to whatcharacter is you.
1)Which one of the following describes the perfect date?
a) Candlelight dinner (4 pts.)
b) Fun/Theme Park (2 pts.)
c) Painting in the park (5 pts.)
d) Rock concert (1 pt.)
e) Going to the movies (3 pts.)
2. What is your favorite type of music?
a) Rock and Roll (2 pts.)
b) Alternative (1 pt.)
c) Soft Rock (4 pts.)
d) Country (5 pts.)
e) Pop (3 pts.)
3. What type of movies do you prefer?
a) Comedy (2 pts.)
b) Horror (1 pt.)
c) Musical (3 pts.
d) Romance (4 pts.)
e) Documentary (5 pts.)
4. Which one of these occupations would you choose if you onlycould choose one of these?
a) Waiter (4 pts.)
b) Professional Sports Player (5 pts.)
c) Teacher (3 pts.)
d) Police (2 pts.)
e) Cashier (1 pt)
5. What do you do with your spare time?
a) Exercise (5 pts.)
b) Read (4 pts.)
c) Watch television (2 pts.)
d) Listen to music (1 pt.)
e) Sleep (3 pts.)
6. Which one of the following colors do you like best?
a) Yellow (1 pt.)
b) White (5 pts.)
c) Sky Blue (3 pts.)
d) Dark Blue (2 pts.)
e) Red (4 pts.)
7. What do you prefer to eat right now?
a) Snow (3 pts.)
b) Pizza (2 pts.)
c) Sushi (1 pt.)
d) Pasta (4 pts.)
e) Salad (5 pts.)
8. What is your favorite holiday?
a) Halloween (1 pt.)
b) Christmas (3 pts.)
c) New Year (2 pts.)
d) Valentine's Day (4 pts.)
e) Thanksgiving (5 pts.)
9. If you could go to one of these places which one would it be?
a) Paris (4 pts)
b) Spain (5 pts.)
c) Las Vegas (1 pt.)
d) Hawaii (4 pts.)
e) Hollywood (3 pts)
10. With which of the following would you prefer to spend time with?
a) Someone Smart (5 pts.)
b) Someone attractive (2 pts.)
c) Someone who likes to Party (1 pt.)
d) Someone who always has fun (3 pts.)
e) Someone very sentimental (4 pts.)
Now add up your points and find out the answer you have been waiting for.
(10-16 points) You are Garfield: You are very comfortable, easy going, and you definitely know how to have fun but sometimes you take it to an extreme. You always know what you are doing and you are always in control of your life. Others may not see things as you do, but that doesn't mean that you always have to do what is right. Try to remember your happy spirit may hurt you or others.
(17-23 points) You are Snoopy: You are fun, you are very cool and popular. You always know what's in and you never are out of style. You are good at knowing how to satisfy everyone else. You have probably disappeared for a few days more than once but you always come home with the family values that you learned. Being married and having children are important to you, but only after you have had your share of fun times.
(24-28 points) You are Elmo: You have lots of friends and you are also popular, always willing to give advice and help out a person in need. You are very optimistic and you always see the bright side of things. Some good advice: try not to be too much of a dreamer, if not you will have many conflicts with life.
(29-35 points) You are Sponge Bob Square Pants: You are the classic person that everyone loves. You are the best friend that anyone could ever have and never want to lose. You never cause harm to any one and they would never not understand your feelings. Life is a journey, it's funny and calm for the most part. Stay away from traitors and jealous people,then you will be stress free.
(36-43 points) You are Charlie Brown: You are tender, you fall in love quickly but you are also very serious about all relationships. You are a family person. You call your mom every Sunday. You have many friends and may occasionally forget a few Birthdays. Don't let your passion confuse you with reality.
(44-50 points) You are Dexter: You are smart and definitely a thinker. Every situation is fronted with a plan. You have a brilliant mind. You demonstrate very strong family principles. Maintain a stable routine but never ignore a bad situation when it comes.
Everyone has a personality of a cartoon character. Have you everasked yourself what cartoon character do you most resemble? A group of investigators got together and analyzed thepersonalities of well known and modern cartoon characters. The information that was gathered was made into this test: Answerall the questions with what describes you best, add up all your points (which are next to the answer that you choose) at the end and look foryour results. Do not cheat by looking at the end of the e-mail before you aredone.Then forward this to all your friends (including the person who sent it to you) and change the subject of this message to whatcharacter is you.
1)Which one of the following describes the perfect date?
a) Candlelight dinner (4 pts.)
b) Fun/Theme Park (2 pts.)
c) Painting in the park (5 pts.)
d) Rock concert (1 pt.)
e) Going to the movies (3 pts.)
2. What is your favorite type of music?
a) Rock and Roll (2 pts.)
b) Alternative (1 pt.)
c) Soft Rock (4 pts.)
d) Country (5 pts.)
e) Pop (3 pts.)
3. What type of movies do you prefer?
a) Comedy (2 pts.)
b) Horror (1 pt.)
c) Musical (3 pts.
d) Romance (4 pts.)
e) Documentary (5 pts.)
4. Which one of these occupations would you choose if you onlycould choose one of these?
a) Waiter (4 pts.)
b) Professional Sports Player (5 pts.)
c) Teacher (3 pts.)
d) Police (2 pts.)
e) Cashier (1 pt)
5. What do you do with your spare time?
a) Exercise (5 pts.)
b) Read (4 pts.)
c) Watch television (2 pts.)
d) Listen to music (1 pt.)
e) Sleep (3 pts.)
6. Which one of the following colors do you like best?
a) Yellow (1 pt.)
b) White (5 pts.)
c) Sky Blue (3 pts.)
d) Dark Blue (2 pts.)
e) Red (4 pts.)
7. What do you prefer to eat right now?
a) Snow (3 pts.)
b) Pizza (2 pts.)
c) Sushi (1 pt.)
d) Pasta (4 pts.)
e) Salad (5 pts.)
8. What is your favorite holiday?
a) Halloween (1 pt.)
b) Christmas (3 pts.)
c) New Year (2 pts.)
d) Valentine's Day (4 pts.)
e) Thanksgiving (5 pts.)
9. If you could go to one of these places which one would it be?
a) Paris (4 pts)
b) Spain (5 pts.)
c) Las Vegas (1 pt.)
d) Hawaii (4 pts.)
e) Hollywood (3 pts)
10. With which of the following would you prefer to spend time with?
a) Someone Smart (5 pts.)
b) Someone attractive (2 pts.)
c) Someone who likes to Party (1 pt.)
d) Someone who always has fun (3 pts.)
e) Someone very sentimental (4 pts.)
Now add up your points and find out the answer you have been waiting for.
(10-16 points) You are Garfield: You are very comfortable, easy going, and you definitely know how to have fun but sometimes you take it to an extreme. You always know what you are doing and you are always in control of your life. Others may not see things as you do, but that doesn't mean that you always have to do what is right. Try to remember your happy spirit may hurt you or others.
(17-23 points) You are Snoopy: You are fun, you are very cool and popular. You always know what's in and you never are out of style. You are good at knowing how to satisfy everyone else. You have probably disappeared for a few days more than once but you always come home with the family values that you learned. Being married and having children are important to you, but only after you have had your share of fun times.
(24-28 points) You are Elmo: You have lots of friends and you are also popular, always willing to give advice and help out a person in need. You are very optimistic and you always see the bright side of things. Some good advice: try not to be too much of a dreamer, if not you will have many conflicts with life.
(29-35 points) You are Sponge Bob Square Pants: You are the classic person that everyone loves. You are the best friend that anyone could ever have and never want to lose. You never cause harm to any one and they would never not understand your feelings. Life is a journey, it's funny and calm for the most part. Stay away from traitors and jealous people,then you will be stress free.
(36-43 points) You are Charlie Brown: You are tender, you fall in love quickly but you are also very serious about all relationships. You are a family person. You call your mom every Sunday. You have many friends and may occasionally forget a few Birthdays. Don't let your passion confuse you with reality.
(44-50 points) You are Dexter: You are smart and definitely a thinker. Every situation is fronted with a plan. You have a brilliant mind. You demonstrate very strong family principles. Maintain a stable routine but never ignore a bad situation when it comes.
